Tuesday, March 29, 2005

sadness

dave realized he has an issue with alcohol. at my karaoke birthday thing he did awful things that he doesn't even remember. mom could sense there was something wrong but i couldn't tell her.
dave's issues remind me of ted - the manic episodes triggered by alcohol and substances.

dream
i was living with the family in a pretty white house in a neighborhood where homes are close together. it was night and i was sneaking into the house through the back with my key. i got into the house and was headed upstairs to my bedroom when ted started blasting music on the ground floor. i got into my bedroom, and mom came by sensing i was worried. she asked me if it was about american idol. of course it was not - it was about dave, but i didn't tell her.

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