trying to figure out work politics lately. getting my mind to think in terms of working with "my teams." it's shaping how i approach people and how i prioritize my workload... skills for the future and my film. i still feel inept even when people tell me i'm brilliant. etc.
i was running a foot race in a city. i had the ability to leap forward (crouching tiger stuff). there were rumors that a man was ahead of everyone else. i realized that it was actually me. we got to a pole we were supposed to hit (instead of a ribbon). i struggled against #2 to put my hand there first. the other girl, who looked like bridgette, put her hands on top of mine. so there was a bit of a debate.
we had a victory banquet. the food was incredible. calamari, oysters, etc. but i didn't feel like i was being handed the whole victory.
i tried to leave through a one-person wide stairway. i could get past most people though it was difficult. then this fat asian chick came along and had an attitude that i was trying to pass by.
